rachels_secret

Just for J

2010-09-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

They say at the start its the guys with the money and the girls with the experience.
And in the end, its the guys with the experience and the girls with the money.
B R A V O !!!

T H E R E S O N E I N A L L O F U S.

2010-03-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

Without respect, love is lost.
Without caring, love is boring.
Without honesty, love is unhappy.
Without trust, love is unstable.

kid teung mak mak.

2010-02-21T19:28:00.004+08:00

This is the correlation of salvation and love
Don't drop your arms
I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in

P.S project V was an unexpected success!!!

Don't want to fall asleep alone but do I want to wake up with you?

2010-02-08T16:10:00.000+08:00

Oh my God I gave my best
For three whole years to end like this
Do you want to fall apart?
I can’t stop if you can’t start
Do you want to fall apart?
Well I could if you can’t
Try to fix what I’ve undone
Cause I hate what I’ve become

You know me, or you think you do
You just don’t seem to see
I’ve been waiting all this time to be
Something I can’t define
So let’s cause a scene
Clap our hands and stomp our feet
Or something, yeah, something
I’ve just got to get myself over me

2010-01-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

you said the key to your heart is mine to keep.
but you changed the lock n locked me out.
i cant wait to work and move out.

being perfectly contented alone.

2010-01-21T05:57:00.003+08:00

its been the longest time away from restlessness .
think D's non-stop activities have kept me busy at bay that i've got no time for anything else.
he's gonna be part of my last few phases before i leave the playground and grow up.

This scale can handle them twins anytime.

2010-01-11T15:57:00.001+08:00

"Everything that happens once can never happen again. But everything that happens twice will surely happen a third time." -The Alchemist

art of acceptance

2010-01-09T02:22:00.001+08:00

whether good or bad, the point is that i can choose whichever way i'd like to see it.

i dont understand why this is happening to me,but im searching from within.

2010-01-06T02:17:00.002+08:00

just when this void seems to be eating my soul from within,
today a hero saved me.

fighter by day, lover by night.

2010-01-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

project V coming right up hehe.

IMMA HOT MESS N IM FALLING FOR YOU~~

2009-12-28T02:29:00.002+08:00

am i skeptical and cynical or am i just having a woman's intuition?

its been 172 days and counting,

2009-12-16T01:47:00.003+08:00

i dont wish to talk about you.
but i do wish i could be comfortable talking bout it.
there's a tight knot in my chest that i wish i could unleash.

chasing rainbows

2009-11-11T23:16:00.003+08:00

i can be your everything;
but bear in mind that you cant be my everything right now.

in all sobriety.

2009-11-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

finding out the deed i've done was quite a shocker.
the unconscious mind is really a damn powerful thing.
i've thought bout it.
if i know you well enough,forgive and forget has never been in your dictionary.
apologies or not, i wouldve said it but it would not change a thing.
for all that it was worth, all the memories(good and bad) now leaves a bitter aftertaste in my mouth.

I have a really naughty naughty thought...

2009-11-02T20:24:00.003+08:00

I hope Santa will still give me presents tho! =P

everytime is the last time.
All these false love and affection, u just like the attention.
is there any difference between bad and stupidity?or are they just the same?
Oh meet me halfway will ya...

胡思亂想又過了一夜.

2009-10-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

this is a trap. this is a trap. this is a mutherfucking trap.

you're like my own personal brand of heroin.

2009-10-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

Had I turned masochistic—developed a taste for torture?
It didn’t feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I’d grown strong enough to bear it.
Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.
The more you loved someone, the less sense anything made.

already gone.

2009-10-21T02:47:00.002+08:00

for some reason, i am wishing that u're around to comfort me and hear my problems out.
but would u? like u said it would be.
im leaving on a bad note.
im even gonna feel (almost?) guilty if i enjoy myself.
say hello to goodbye.

I WOKE UP WITH A VISION.

2009-10-10T18:29:00.001+08:00

seems like as i stop thinking bout him, my pimples also getting lesser. YAY!
someday we'll know...
cant wait to start on my baby with wonderwall!!!
excited as hell. its finally happening!

i got zexy voice now.

2009-09-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

You the fuckin' best.You the fuckin' best.
You the fuckin' best.You the fuckin' best.
You the best I ever had.

STOP SWOONING ALREADY.

2009-09-10T16:26:00.003+08:00

the anticipation is so sexy and yet so evil !
finally took the leap to being liberated.
its time to HOCUS POCUS FOCUS.

DIARY OF A SEX ADDICT

2009-09-06T04:10:00.002+08:00

Day 1 after evaluation report.
No intoxication = no impulsive acts (LTP) = no damage done
Im starting to feel that getting detached is not that hard to do
and i can be happy being by myself too.

NOTE TO SELF

2009-09-05T11:46:00.004+08:00

I'm not gonna sit around n let you mess with me.
its fucked up as it is already.
if you dont know what you want, u obviously dont want what you got.
I guess its time to hang out wit the girls who dont have all these hang-ups.
its bout time i take responsibility in my own hands for my own happiness.

live for the moment now.

2009-09-04T11:23:00.001+08:00

JUST BREATHE.

these unsent love letters.

2009-08-25T21:04:00.006+08:00

dear xxx,
this letter is just to pour out all the guilty feelings that i have pent up inside me.hopefully, after i pen it down, i'll feel better and it'll go away. i feel bad for being a koala bear. for letting all my insecurities and fear of losing u overwhelm me n the relationship. and eventually, suffocating you and letting your feelings die. you're what i want. ambitious, adventurous, cheeky, confident, strong and best of all, you know how to take care of me. my stubborn streak,fussy eating habits and open book expressions made me someone difficult to live with.i should have known better than to push those buttons. i should have know it'd push u further away but i still somehow went ahead with it. im sorry for killing the fun part of u. i never really listened to your needs. neither was i the best girlfriend. now as i look back, i feel like i could have right so many wrongs. but time is of the essence. knowing that after all that sex n dreams, fights and futures - when all thats left on the shelf and done with, i still care. truth is, its over and we've went our separate ways. and this is now part of the memories that is left; our lifetime's talk is over. and, we're cool.

the pleasure principle

2009-08-24T10:55:00.005+08:00

Someone pump redbull/caffeine into my adrenaline 24/7 pls so i can have balls to fly all the time.
im not liking this person i've morphed into.
funny, i used to think that im always walking on landmines around u every single day.
and now i see that u were walking on eggshells around me too.
talk bout seeing the bigger picture.

right now, i doubt i can better anyone's life.
so much to work on myself.
this time baby, i'll be bulletproof.

FEARLESS IS MY MIDDLE NAME.

wahahaha. okay now stop laughing at me.

signing out,
soon to be chameleon koalabear

keep your feet on the ground.

2009-08-22T16:16:00.003+08:00

live instead of dream,
love instead of hope,
feel instead of wish

mirroring dreams.

2009-08-20T02:55:00.003+08:00

its never a good time for us eh?
singletogether//drunksober//accidentnoaccident//wownowow.
we're all chasing the dream.

you're my favourite book

2009-08-19T09:53:00.001+08:00

Haven't you heard?
I'm stuck on a verse
I'm stuck on a boy who fills me with joy
I knew I was wrong
To jump straight on into this picture so pretty
But he is so pretty to me

2009-08-17T14:03:00.005+08:00

honestly, i think i've learnt a great deal bout myself after this toxic relationship. I like S' take on this.

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mate's purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master."

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME.

2009-08-17T02:43:00.006+08:00

ruined weekend.
friday started off by waking up to out of the blue kinda msges and missed call and somehow the whole day just didnt go on right anymore. keep remembering the wrong places and ended up making double trips. talk about not accomplishing a whole lot of things on my to-do list that day.

saturday was the unexpected meetup for an expected good good night. mixed feelings bout hearing the pre-warning of ur appearance from an outsider. wasn't prepared at all to see who i was going to see and then what i was gonna hear.touchy friends and middleman friends.

sunday morning. u're always mad at me for some reason unknown to me.and I can't and I won't take it anymore while u keep changing your mind. such sudden strong outburst of anger directed at me. more talks = more fights. thus, /ignoreignoreignore. one day, i'll hope you'll understand all of this.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

2009-08-14T01:22:00.001+08:00

It's never enough to say I'm sorry.
It's never enough to say I care.
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me.
and knowing if I give that to ya, I might just disappear.

Oh, it's like one step forward and two steps back.
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind.

Oh, it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our life

Were u thinking of me when u put that on repeat.

never been better.

2009-08-12T16:30:00.004+08:00

4-4-92 theory

2009-08-06T03:55:00.002+08:00

love formula 101

girls, the trick is to not let them men get what they want and they will keep coming back for more.
as for guys, the trick is to treat them as badly as possible and they will stick around.

twisted logic.

It's the way that he makes you fall in love.

2009-08-05T04:30:00.001+08:00

Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get him out of your head

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men

It's the way that he makes you feel
It's the way that he kisses you,
It's the way that he makes you cry,
It's the way that he's in your mind,
It's the way that he makes you fall in love.

i want candy!

2009-08-03T10:50:00.000+08:00

"The ART of being yourself at your best is the art of unfolding your personality into the person you want to be. . .Be gentle with yourself, learn to love yourself, to forgive yourself, for only as we have the right attitude toward ourselves can we have the right attitude toward others "

CRITICAL STAGE

2009-08-01T05:35:00.002+08:00

bengs,dodgy boys
they dont wrk.
your pain is my pleasure.
my pain is also my pleasure.
But if it's MORE that you want, why is it so often that you find yourself giving LESS?

when you meet me.

2009-07-27T20:58:00.001+08:00

i like the idea of you.

"I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. "

i've got a lust for life.

2009-07-26T16:07:00.001+08:00

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to.
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain

tonight's gonna be a good good night.

2009-07-19T23:33:00.002+08:00

lets do it again, preferably differently.
lets get inked!

2009-07-16T13:25:00.000+08:00

oh what have i done.

2009-07-10T00:51:00.001+08:00

I want nobody nobody but you!

2009-07-08T04:31:00.001+08:00

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly except me to believe
We could ever be the same

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'

You should've said no, you should've gone
home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go

You should've known that word.
'bout what you did with her will get back to me

And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it, was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no

2009-07-06T19:24:00.002+08:00

mothers = stun stun stun stun stun stun

On growing up.

2009-07-06T06:38:00.005+08:00

its youth day.
today's the day he's gone.
tmr you're gone.
although you and I both arent considered youths anymore,
but forever young right?
we made a pledge and i hope we accomplish them by the time you're back.

this excerpt made me wanna cry.

"Bee, I want to talk to you about the college thing, okay?
[Bumblebee does a dance] "I'm so excited and I just can't hide it..."
"Hey! I'm not taking you with me!"
[Bumblebee downcast]
"Bumblebee, just hear me out okay. You know freshmen aren't allowed to have cars, that's all it is. It is best for both of us. I know it doesn't sound like it but... you're an Autobot, you shouldn't be living in my dad's garage. I mean you're suffocating in here. Hey will you look at me please? Hey, come on big guy..."
"Look, the guardian thing is done, okay? You did your job. It's over with. You've gotta be something else, you've got have a bigger purpose then just me, Bee! I can't be the end all deal in your life!"
"What is"... "your"... "purpose"... Sam?
" I don't know. I wanna... I wanna be normal, I want to go to college. Everybody has this, and I should be able to experience this. And I can't do that with you.
[Bumblebee bursts into tears; literally, with his windscreen cleaners malfunctioning]
"Come on... it's not the last time I'm gonna see you, you know? Come on, don't do that... Bee, you're killing me..."
"You'll always be my first car man. I love you."

I think watching that part had more impact than reading the quotes.

2009-07-05T17:28:00.002+08:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?

Did you try to live on your own when you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins,you're in ruins.

2009-07-05T06:02:00.002+08:00

You've been trying to tell me something
But I never understand
I feel like we've been going around in circles
You look at me like I've become a stranger on the street
A skeleton that's hiding in your closet

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter
But you feel so far away
You're leaving tomorrow
but it feels like you're leaving for good already.

I'm going to be a happy positive girl from here on.
No more dull moments!

2009-07-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

"I don't let anyone touch me."
"Why not?"
"Why not? Because I was tired of men. Hanging in doorways, standing too close, their smell of beer or fifteen-year-old whiskey. Men who didn't come to the emergency room with you, men who left on Christmas Eve. Men who slammed the security gates, who made you love them and then changed their minds. Forests of boys, their ragged shrubs full of eyes following you, grabbing your breasts, waving their money, eyes already knocking you down, taking what they felt was theirs.
"Are you gay?"

2009-07-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

Let's talk this over.
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
Held up so high on such a breakable thread

You've got your dumb friends.
I know what they say,
They tell you I'm difficult but so are they!
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me .
All the shit that you do.

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away.
All this time you were pretending.
So much for my happy ending.

It's nice to know that you were there.
Thanks for acting like you cared.
And making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all.
Thanks for watching as I fall and letting me know we were done.

2009-07-01T15:02:00.005+08:00

It's like everytime I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man, I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie, but everytime I leave my heart turns grey
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight...

Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding

2009-07-01T04:21:00.002+08:00

I fall asleep by my handphone
It's 4am and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same
'Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that your home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want 
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you?
And do you think about me when she fucks you
Could you be more obscene?

icecreamgirl

2009-06-29T15:16:00.006+08:00

I've just been asked what was the last exciting thing I did.
Couldnt answer that for the longest time.
This space gave me so much to think about.
A lot of self reflections. A lot of whys. A lot of what ifs.
I'm going places I've never been before.
I realised that I've been very unhappy for a very long time.
Warped into this ball of knit filled with so many tangles.
The tighter I hold, the more mess I made, the more u couldnt breathe.
This time im letting go, and maybe..u'll make the right choice.

Rich girls will break your heart, poor girls will take your money.

2009-06-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

I think if I were to ever get married , I'm gonna choose the one who loves me more.

tankophobic.yeeatephobic.dieonwowophobic.

2009-06-06T19:22:00.002+08:00

It's like you're my own personal brand of heroin.

THIS IS RAGECHEL

2009-06-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

Which is worse - Being really hungry or sexually frustrated?

rsvp with kisses

2009-05-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

when i come back late at night and find u waiting up cos you cant sleep without me,
it makes me so happy.
thank you for staying up with me so i can finish studying.
i wanna lie in the fresh white snow and go whishwhish with you;
i just wish i had a photographer around (too) to capture these moments.

I NEED A NEUROGASM!

2009-05-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

Oh people love it when a beautifiul woman self destructs
Like a bird in a cage or a bug under glass people point but don’t touch
But beautiful boys get away with so much, they get away with murder
They can be wasted and dirty and cruel because they know there’s always another girl
And you want her, you really want her
She’s a mirage in the desert,
she’s like water

Like a hard candy with a surprise center

2009-05-12T20:32:00.003+08:00

so she sits back and wonder,
will he ever make the sacrifices and thinks she's worth it.

fussy wussy pussy.

2009-05-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

not asking for my permission.
not asking if I want it.
not asking for anything but a roof over my head and my boy by the bed.

can u let the issues go?

Fashion is the healthiest motivation for losing weight .

2009-05-09T17:57:00.002+08:00

BEAUTIFUL INSANITY

2009-05-04T21:04:00.001+08:00

And we'll never get back what we gave away when we still have that fire in our eyes.
Don't believe everything happiness says.
Nothings as real as our old reckless ways when we drink by the fires, the burning car tires.
Bad girls and good liars,
the dreams we'd conspire,
the days we went crazy,
the nights wild and hazy.
Man how in the hell did we get here?

So why don't you meet me down behind the old school?

I started thinking out loud: I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

2009-05-02T03:22:00.002+08:00

You're a tragedy,
A queen for his majesty,
All these plans for me,
Your kingdom is crumbling.

2009-04-30T13:28:00.002+08:00

LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX LE SEX

what a feeling.

2009-04-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

Tonight, i was at 180.
I havent felt my adrenaline pumping so hard for quite a while.
it took me a while to settle down.

PETTY POOP

2009-04-01T02:05:00.004+08:00

im all warped up into this lifestyle of yours
this same old theme isnt working out well
pulling too much unwanted aggro
too much meaniepoop
do you know what you want?
if this is the time when u say go,
just let it go.

2009-03-23T01:58:00.002+08:00

disconnected from the world.
seems like everyone everywhere is boring.
these awkward silences with nothing to say in between.
sighing in irritation with nothing else better to do.
indulge in all things beautiful and stay in that wonderful bubble.
all dressed up for the mirror to see.
caffeine and nicotine.
thats all you need,
thats all you need.

forgive and forget(you).

2009-03-21T04:03:00.003+08:00

honestly i dunno if im really self denying.
these nights without you makes my imagination run wild.
looking at the other duos all locked up hand in hand so perfectly,
i somehow always feel like im left out there fending myself alone.
i know boyfriend doesnt always mean best friend.
cos thats what best friends are for.
i dont think the issue is because im weak.
and the blast from the past letter stirs up bittersweet memories.
i know i havent actually done anything to reciprocate that feeling.
but once in a while, it'd be nice to show me that im appreciated.

"The worst thing is when friends say, 'Remember the good old days?' Forget about the good old days!! That just makes your present secondhand. What is interesting is now. If you think it was better before, then you might as well commit suicide immediately."

- The Kaiser, Karl Lagerfeld

2nd year anniversary. Only CHUCK fans will understand. chuckles

2009-02-21T15:18:00.002+08:00

against the odds of breakingeven.

2009-02-13T16:24:00.002+08:00

i'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

His best days will be some of my worst
He finally met a girl thats gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
Even,no.

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and your okay and
I'm falling to pieces

MISSBEHAVE ;)

2009-02-12T05:58:00.002+08:00

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements...
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste ?
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there...

I build myself up and fly around in circles .
Waiting as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Could this be it ?

funnybunny.

2008-12-27T18:04:00.001+08:00

how i wish you were lying to me. just to give me a really good surprise .
guess its just u n me tonight, edward cullens.

ONE HOUR AFTER KISSMAS.

2008-12-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

YOU SUCK.

like a t rex loves its wow wow.

2008-12-16T08:18:00.002+08:00

tutor grrrl loves hawt vampires.

WEAR THE PANTS NOT THE PANTIES!

2008-09-27T02:17:00.002+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag cos I'm not gonna move.
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am?

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

indifferent bout being different

2008-09-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

would u rather date someone's whose the male version of you or someone's who's not like you at all?

motherchucker, MYOB.

2008-09-07T23:18:00.001+08:00

notice u noticing me

2008-08-20T00:11:00.001+08:00

2008-07-21T13:41:00.002+08:00

I've been jumping from the tops of buildings,
For the thrill of the fall.
Ignoring sound advice.
And any thought of consequence.
My bones are shattered.
My pride is shattered.
And in the midst of this self-inflicted pain,
I can see my beautiful rescue.

watch out world, we're coming out with a BANG!

2008-06-25T06:18:00.005+08:00

gojane makes me gobroke.

2008-06-23T07:25:00.000+08:00

fashion is passion.

2008-06-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

Dear readers,
when I decided to turn this into a semi-fashion blog, I had some doubts bout it. Would I want to put myself out there to risk the criticism. I've been reading some fashion blogs for quite some time and I saw some truly great style development in the bloggers. thats where I got inspired and got started. But right now I'm not really putting much effort into promoting my blog,leaving comments for the rest and trading links with them( besides kate). This could be because I'm lazy or maybe cos I don't think I can handle the criticism. I wanted to test the waters. In this community, the people are conservative and probably see such posts as superficial. Tell me honestly, I think quite a number of girls think like me (as in, obsessing over fashion). I admit I'm vain. But I'm just simply putting my thoughts into words. Thats all. So don't blame me for that. I need some reassurance.

CHILDREN OF THE REVOLUTION WITH T REX

2008-06-20T23:20:00.004+08:00

here's a little insight to what i bought online.
which is maxing out all my resources.
i need to practise more self restraints next week.
maybe a lil' novel will help distract me.
anyone read the alchemist?

i need a sea of shoessss

2008-06-20T21:26:00.006+08:00

well, i didnt buy anything at the topshop party yesterday.
however, i managed to get these really cute goodies at topshop.
i did end up buying this lovely studded belt from zara which i wore out today.
just so you know, i wear my new stuff out really fast.

(there's something wrong with my camera. its going a lil' bizarre.)

Dress - AA
Belt - Zara
Bracelet - A gift

2008-06-19T02:43:00.005+08:00

lets try this.
Tee - AA
Belt - Far East Plaza
Bag - Lucky
Bottom - AA
Shoes - Ninewest

tmr we go to the topshop party (again) .

2008-06-14T09:00:00.002+08:00

i feel you dont understand me when i need you the most.
you just sleep on it.
STOP RUNNING AWAY DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-14T07:19:00.002+08:00

i ~~said~~ asked the wrong thing.
feigning ignorance to your best friend with your best poker face.
argh.
why are there so much politics?
hush hush, they say.
you never know who's behind your back.

if you cant beat them, join them.
submit or leave.
its a tough choice.

first outfit post!

2008-06-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

nothing special. just casual. (;

till debt do us part

2008-06-13T00:43:00.006+08:00

its this transition of joining the workforce SOON(okay not THAT soon i hope) that i suddenly have this huge obsession over shoes. maybe i just got a lot of catching up to do. its neverending isnt it? *grins*

'Ever thine
Ever Mine
Ever Ours'

you know i've been thinking, maybe i'll just change this into a mini fashion blog since i cant word vomit like i used too when im emo. most days, i'm just happily behind my comp shopping and occasionally facing some random t rex roarings. and on most nights, its just euro cup, mahjong and suppers. simple life.

P.S last night was a moment in mahjong history! I did a DI HU.*smiles coyly* lawl.
alright. enough blabbering.bye!

fillings filled a hole in my pocket.

2008-06-04T17:11:00.006+08:00

I am clearly a fan of the shoes and the accessories.

stay gold,
rach.

stop labelling girls slut.

2008-05-30T19:46:00.004+08:00

im sure it'll blow over.
when u reject/dump someone,
some people never get over it.
and then they turn their sadness to anger.
thats why they start talking bad stuff bout you.
why why,
you're the WORST kisser in entire history.
no one kisses someone till there's bruises.
thats an instant no-no.
now the whole world knows why

xoxo,
gossipgirl

Gentlemen Prefer Blondes but Gentlemen Marry Brunettes

2008-05-29T04:52:00.004+08:00

hmmmm. is it true?
obsession is a lifelong illness,
i'm gonna have to marry a psychiatrist.

You seem to ask me why I got a lot of things
it's just a chick thing
You ought to let it go and try to understand but you don't have a clue
That's what girls do
They keep you guessing the whole day through
Play your emotions push all your buttons it's true
That's what girls do
You ask me why I gotta play so hard to get
You ask me do I play it cool just to make you sweat yeah
You want some kind explanation I can give
It's just a chick thing that you're messin' with
To me it's black and white
But it's not getting through to you..

thank you for NOT stopping me from buying stuff cos i already have two bursting cupboards
& even feeding my addiction ,
i know you love me.

tonight im going to dream all things gold(more like studs and zippers) and hk hk hk hk!

paulie pocket

2008-05-21T04:54:00.002+08:00

2 more really longggggggg days.

please please me.

2008-05-13T18:18:00.004+08:00

where's my spring break?

2008-05-12T22:26:00.004+08:00

After all that traumatizing, i guess i should count my lucky stars i escaped death.
2nd brush with the law.
i shan't talk too much bout it.
obsessions never die.

everywhere.

2008-05-08T19:30:00.003+08:00

chuck and blair

2008-05-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

my favoritest couple! blair bitch and bad chuck

I just had to share these peektures with you.
I know this came bout 3 weeks late, but im glad they are back in action.

my spring fling.

2008-05-06T15:25:00.004+08:00

my personal spring/summer 08 collection

we want to wear what everyone else is wearing ; only we want to wear it better.

2008-05-05T03:35:00.002+08:00